i hate you already

i thought you were dead.
what happened to you all this while?
why suddenly, you re-appeared?
and why you still cant find your brain?

dont tell me you are that stupid.
are you?
oh! forget it!

i should never met you before.
and we should never know each other.
i hate the fact that you used to be part of my life.
YOU STUPID MORON!

p/s: this is meant for him only. (SMH aka Z)
p/s: i know i used bad words in this entry but i cant help it.
i just cant help it!!!!!!!
im so mad with him and myself right now!!!

sometimes, i wish...

nevermind. my wish is not important anymore.